THE BEAST IS COMING BACK, STRONGER THAN EVER
Do you know the feeling when you just can’t breathe, everything goes black in your eyes and puffff, you just black out, faint and can’t to anything to avoid it. Been happening to me so many times during past months that I can’t even tell...
CRAVING SPICY – MY QUICK SZECHUAN BEEF (OR CHICKEN) RECIPE
Makes no sense to me at all, but for some reason since I got home home hospital I started craving some Indian food. It actually started already at the ward and I suddenly told the nurse I so much want to have some Tikka Masala....
FACE IT
It’s starting to feel very absurd. The whole life. I suddenly found myself fighting against something much more bigger I was prepared myself to, nor even ready to. I found myself in middle of a crisis. Many times in my life I have thought I...
IT HURTS
It’s been a while, yeah, for sure, I’ve been off from here on from social media because the daily hospital life is literally killing me. This topic is as boring as depressing, I am sorry. Just as a quick update it’s not looking very great,...
DO I STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE?
First time in my life I am actually enjoying of the Valentine’s Day a lot. In a big way. I have kept planning this for all week and actually started to celebrate it with the love of my life, my baba Picasso, already on Friday....
SOMETIME ALL WE CAN DO IS LET GO
The life it tough for every single of us at time, for every single. No matter how much or less money or fame you have, we all have our own issues. And not them all are always easy to handle physically, mentally or monetary. We...
MRI DOLL
It feels like ages ago since I have been here last time and it probably is. So much has happened in just a little time and my whole understanding of the time has gotten so blur. Do you know the feeling when one day you...
HOW TO REPLACE THE BODY FAT WITH MUSCLE / MITEN MUUTTAA RASVA LIHASEKSI
Probably not my newest readers are even aware of that I have been overweight in my past. A lot. I was 186lb (85kg) when my heaviest and I am only 5’2″ (158cm) tall. So that’s pretty much. Not all my readers either know that I...
PAJAMA WEEKEND
My 2021 started just as perfect way as I wished. Even better. Nothing has been disturbing me (well, surely because my phone is still muted and in a closet, gosh it makes me feel good to not have that little thing annoying me). New Year’s...
NEW YEAR BABE
It’s finally at the door, oh gosh, I can’t believe it really is – THE 2021 kicking the poopy 2020 away! Oh yeah, baby! I have never ever before been such a new year lover but this year I am and in a really, really big...