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PRICE OF BEAUTY
I was, and actually still am, sitting in Stockholm at kitchen table and finishing quick lunch while airing beddings and cleaning up, when quickly opened the feedback channels (on the background there’s still playing Isak Danielson’s Save Me Now (sorry neighbors)). It stopped me. The…
HE’S GONE
He passed away. Yes. But I still can’t face it. I have always faced everything, from eye to eye. Always. But now I can’t. Why? Let me tell you. When I even think of the fact that he is not here any longer, it feels…
STOCKHOLM SYNDROME
A pretty strong name for the post, but I actually had no other way in my mind to name this as this is not going to be very happy post. Tho, are my posts, my deep pondering, ever really very happy? No, they are not,…
AIKUISTEN JOULUKALENTERI
Osta oma aikuisten joulukalenterisi täältä >> Olenko jo puhunut aiheesta tarpeeksi: joulusta ja joulukalentereista? Ehkä, no en. En todellakaan ole. On nimittäin ihan pakko jakaa vielä ajatuksia, joita ollaan palloteltu kavereiden kanssa aikuisten joulukalenteriin liittyen. Seksi on aiheena tärkeä, onhan se yksi ihmisen perustarpeista. Jos…
NEEDS BUT NOT NEEDY
There is different kind of love. Actually, I would say there are as many variations of love as there are people. As the truth is we all love our own personal way. And, also we all have our own personal needs what comes to receiving…
TUHMA JOULUKALENTERI
Hanki oma tuhma joulukalenterisi >> hyvissä ajoin tarjoushintaan ennen kuin se myydään loppuun Joulu ei tunnu joululta ilman joulukalenteria. Ja joulukuun pimeät illat on kertakaikkisen synkkiä ilman pientä piristystä. Tänä vuonna varman piristyksen pimeisiin iltoihin (ja aamuihin) tuo Sinfulin tuhma joulukalenteri. Minulta on kysytty mitä…
HOW TO IMPROVE POSITIVITY?
When talking about positivity and how to stay positive due such hard time, I have something to say about it. I also have some tips for improving your mindset under intolerable stress, sadness, anger.. what ever feeling which ties you up into negative energy. Is…
EROOTTINEN JOULUKALENTERI
Eroottista jännitystä jouluun Olen pohdiskelija, olet ehkä huomannut, ja myös joulu on asia, joka väistämättä hiipii mieleen joka syksy ja pyörii siellä aina aattoon asti. Olenko jouluihminen? Totta puhuen, en tiedä. Haluaisin varmasti olla, mutta en ole teeskentelijä, joten sanon suoraan etten tiedä. Olen yrittänyt,…
THE FUTURE IS CALLING
The past week has been hard for me. You know my life has anyway been very hectic this year (well yeah, my whole life has been hectic as f*ck, and yes I should really clean my mouth up) and it feels like there hasn’t been…
PROTECTING YOUR HEART OR YOURSELF?
Such an interesting question for someone who has never experienced a real true deep safe romantic and passionate love. Such an interesting question. So how the heck could you know how to react to your own feelings when you get totally messed up with your…
THE HUNGER OF UNDERSTANDING – YMMÄRRYKSEN NÄLKÄ
We all need something, and some of us, most of us also need someone. For what? Well, such a good question. This gives me a reason to ask you when was the last time you actually thought why do you need it? Why do you need…
YOUR CHOICE
Am I weirdo? For sure. On my mind there’s lots of questions, lots of answers and always some researches going on. I live from facts, I life from information, I live from my values more than personal emotions which is painful for myself, but it’s…
THROUGH THE TV
We are filming now, making a show for other people to watch from TV: to entertain them. But to me it’s nothing else but a deep wish for waking up their understanding and helping them to open their mind to think wider. And same time…
NOT ABOUT PROMISING BUT KEEPING THEM
“I promise you”. So easily people keep promising – without actual thinking, and then breaking them up. Just like with vows after saying “I do”. What does it mean for modern human being to say “I do” and promising something, promising anything? Is it just like…
HEALTY STEWED TOMATO&HERB PERCH PIKE SOUP – TOMAATTINEN HAUDUTETTU KUHAKEITTO YRTTI-SELLERIPEDILLÄ
This yummy perch pike soup pampers your body and mind from the bowel to brain. You can easily keep it totally pure and invest in seasoning with lots of fresh herbs and lemon, or then add little bit of salt and pepper, and if you…