Smart = Sexy
SAVED MY LIFE
There is a reason I’ve been so quiet. I have been so down for so many reasons. Since my dearest Picasso passed. They say when something ends, it’s a fresh start of something else. Yes, obviously it is. But in my life, I got in...
GAME OVER
For myself the trust and empathy is everything, indifference is a poison to me for all possible ways. In all kind of interpersonals not only in a relationship, but also what comes to business relationships, friendships and family relations. I have screwed up in my...
PRICE OF BEAUTY
I was, and actually still am, sitting in Stockholm at kitchen table and finishing quick lunch while airing beddings and cleaning up, when quickly opened the feedback channels (on the background there’s still playing Isak Danielson’s Save Me Now (sorry neighbors)). It stopped me. The...
HE’S GONE
He passed away. Yes. But I still can’t face it. I have always faced everything, from eye to eye. Always. But now I can’t. Why? Let me tell you. When I even think of the fact that he is not here any longer, it feels...
STOCKHOLM SYNDROME
A pretty strong name for the post, but I actually had no other way in my mind to name this as this is not going to be very happy post. Tho, are my posts, my deep pondering, ever really very happy? No, they are not,...
NEEDS BUT NOT NEEDY
There is different kind of love. Actually, I would say there are as many variations of love as there are people. As the truth is we all love our own personal way. And, also we all have our own personal needs what comes to receiving...
THE HUNGER OF UNDERSTANDING – YMMÄRRYKSEN NÄLKÄ
We all need something, and some of us, most of us also need someone. For what? Well, such a good question. This gives me a reason to ask you when was the last time you actually thought why do you need it? Why do you need...
YOUR CHOICE
Am I weirdo? For sure. On my mind there’s lots of questions, lots of answers and always some researches going on. I live from facts, I life from information, I live from my values more than personal emotions which is painful for myself, but it’s...
NOT ABOUT PROMISING BUT KEEPING THEM
“I promise you”. So easily people keep promising – without actual thinking, and then breaking them up. Just like with vows after saying “I do”. What does it mean for modern human being to say “I do” and promising something, promising anything? Is it just like...
HOW TO BE MORE PATIENT
I never was a patient person. I always wanted to get everything done right away, ‘sooner than later’ seemed to be my motto, and I never let anything or anyone wait. I always was so busy, too. Now I do feel it had something to...