SNIFFING THE FALL
Yesterday was a good day despite I had some pain in my leg. The pain is so odd, the place of its changes the rotating way: at first it is in my arm, then in my fingers my making them so stiff, then it goes...
PREPARING FOR DEATH
We don’t talk about it, we don’t think about it, and most often we are not ready when it reaches us. At times it catches us very suddenly, sometimes by time by giving us some time to digestive the information. Personally, I don’t know which...
CLINGING TO HIM
It’s 12th day without BenBen. It feels like few days only, because I have been hanging on him in my mind without letting go. I can’t remember what have I done these days during almost two weeks, I have been like a zombie all days...
THE LOVE ALWAYS WINS
My rescued babies have taught me a lot. When I rescued my BenBen 6 years ago, I had no idea he would help me to handle my own past and traumas. When I was a child I couldn’t believe anything would ever heal my wounds...
LITTLE, PRETTY CHRISTMAS
I woke up early this morning, just for cleaning up a bit and baking cookies with my babies. I was wrapped Christmas gifts last night and they were laying on the divan and waiting for night, but baby Picasso didn’t agree: he got so excited...
CHRISTMAS SPIRIT
Oh, I am still speechless and I will be for a long time, probably forever for what I have experienced in this Christmas. A new rescued family member, spending time with dear friends, hugging sandmen on the beach, visiting at Disneyworld, having wonderful night at...
BENBEN’S BIRTHDAY & DOG BIRTHDAY CAKE RECIPE
As you all know my babbie BenBen has been most sick lately. He needs lots of rest now and this is why I needed to change the plan I had for his 8th birthday. Instead meeting furiends and traveling to island to make a campfire...
CHARITY IN ME
You guys know I could never live for my own good only, You also know not always I have lived for my own good at all. You know my childhood was such a mess, you know there were people with drinking problem, very unhealthy family...
SUMMER BREAK
Oh yeah, it’s been hot here and there and seems like everywhere! I enjoyed of my super short summer break with BenBen by traveling, doing outdoor activities like long morning walks and swimming in the ocean, enjoying of the sun by tanning and having meals...
MY FIRST FESTIVAL
Can you believe the first festival I have ever taken part was on last Saturday? Yes, that one I was organizing myself with my business partners. It’s pretty silly but the reason why I have stayed away from the festivals is because Finnish people drink...