HE’S GONE
He passed away. Yes. But I still can’t face it. I have always faced everything, from eye to eye. Always. But now I can’t. Why? Let me tell you. When I even think of the fact that he is not here any longer, it feels...
PROTECTING YOUR HEART OR YOURSELF?
Such an interesting question for someone who has never experienced a real true deep safe romantic and passionate love. Such an interesting question. So how the heck could you know how to react to your own feelings when you get totally messed up with your...
YOUR CHOICE
Am I weirdo? For sure. On my mind there’s lots of questions, lots of answers and always some researches going on. I live from facts, I life from information, I live from my values more than personal emotions which is painful for myself, but it’s...
HOW TO BE MORE PATIENT
I never was a patient person. I always wanted to get everything done right away, ‘sooner than later’ seemed to be my motto, and I never let anything or anyone wait. I always was so busy, too. Now I do feel it had something to...
FACE IT
It’s starting to feel very absurd. The whole life. I suddenly found myself fighting against something much more bigger I was prepared myself to, nor even ready to. I found myself in middle of a crisis. Many times in my life I have thought I...
WHY DO WE FEEL?
As everyone knowing me, knows I am a thinker. But addition to that not just a thinker, but also worker, creator, not a dreamer so much, though. I am not most social person, but have always kept focus on doing, working, reaching something that really...
THE LUCKY ONE – GET AWAY FROM HARMFUL PAST
Let me ask you something. When you were a kid, the youngest self you can remember, what did you dream about? How about when you grew older, did your dreams stay same or changed, how and why? How about now, when you look at yourself...
THREE MAGICAL THINGS
If you read my previous post “FINDING BRAVERY”, you know I was looking for some bravery to show myself on social media again, after my speech went bad by illness. And if you follow me on Instagram you know I have done it now. It...
WE ARE ALL EQUAL
What is the life? What is the human? Why are we here? What makes our system work? What causes diseases? Who decides who lives and who dies, and when? Why someone dies before they even born? Where those lives go? These “simple” questions I have...
PREPARING FOR DEATH
We don’t talk about it, we don’t think about it, and most often we are not ready when it reaches us. At times it catches us very suddenly, sometimes by time by giving us some time to digestive the information. Personally, I don’t know which...