CLINGING TO HIM
It’s 12th day without BenBen. It feels like few days only, because I have been hanging on him in my mind without letting go. I can’t remember what have I done these days during almost two weeks, I have been like a zombie all days...
SWEET DREAMS BENBEN
At Tuesday night I read the last bedtime story for my dear darling, the story was Peter Pan. BenBen fell asleep in my arms, but I couldn’t sleep. I felt too sad and terrified about goodbyes next day. As I wrote earlier, BenBen went very...
MELON PARTY: LAST NIGHT TOGETHER
As we know, we are living our last hours together with my most precious BenBen. The hardest decision was made on Friday when he started to vomit again a hard way. Still all weekend and Monday I staid nights awake, cried my face off and...
THE LOVE ALWAYS WINS
My rescued babies have taught me a lot. When I rescued my BenBen 6 years ago, I had no idea he would help me to handle my own past and traumas. When I was a child I couldn’t believe anything would ever heal my wounds...
LOLA PÄHKINÄMÄKI DESIGN
www.lolapahkinamakidesign.com Finally, finally it’s open! My own CharityCollection to boost donations around the world for dog rescue organization called Tender Loving Crested Rescue, in Texas USA. 50% of all charity sales I donate for this amazing organization that everyday works very hard for rescuing and...
LITTLE, PRETTY CHRISTMAS
I woke up early this morning, just for cleaning up a bit and baking cookies with my babies. I was wrapped Christmas gifts last night and they were laying on the divan and waiting for night, but baby Picasso didn’t agree: he got so excited...
CHRISTMAS SPIRIT
Oh, I am still speechless and I will be for a long time, probably forever for what I have experienced in this Christmas. A new rescued family member, spending time with dear friends, hugging sandmen on the beach, visiting at Disneyworld, having wonderful night at...
BENBEN’S BIRTHDAY & DOG BIRTHDAY CAKE RECIPE
As you all know my babbie BenBen has been most sick lately. He needs lots of rest now and this is why I needed to change the plan I had for his 8th birthday. Instead meeting furiends and traveling to island to make a campfire...
IT’S PAINFUL
I can handle my own, personal disappointments, and I am very good helper when someone else have such a nasty time in personal life or at work. I am that one who helps you to kick back, and finding your own strengths to boosts your...
WEEK 38
If you follow me on Instagram >> you already know my week started by a business trip in Ekenäs with my babbie BenBen. I am still feeling very blessed and lucky he was invited as well, it made my traveling to be much more comfortable....